Hi

Hello, I had to take yesterday off from writing my blog. It was a personal choice. There isn't much to write about, for these past couple of days. I do enjoy writing these blog, it isn't that. It just because I have a lot of my plate these days. I am barley have anytime just to myself. Even when I have time to myself, I am either at counseling, walking or sleeping. 

When I walking I always have headphones on. So even then I don't have anytime to think.  So I feel like I don't know what to say anymore. Without you guys getting bored of me doing the same thing every single day. I am trying to throw in different things here and there to make it seems like I am not a robot.

For insect today is a standard Tuesday, rehearsal, Fimo, walked for an hour home, then been chilling. So there nothing new there. I have finished a piece from Fimo, well it been baked. It a small bowl. No picture of it though. Even though I am happy with it. I just feel like every time I post something I created, I feel a lot of hate for it. So that why I am keeping it to myself.

As to be honest I am nothing special, I am a below normal person, who just need somewhere, that I feel safe to talk. Where I can be myself. Even though I don't know who that is.

Now before you say that I am special and I'm not below normal. Don't. As I know I am nothing extraordinary. I don't have a book, film, or theater show to be made out of me worthy. I just, simple Miss Suzanne Taylor, who goes by the name Zanny. That's it, and that probably will always be that.

That it for today goodnight everybody

Love you

Zanny xx