Self-harming

I can't take the pain,
The pain is too much.
It burns.
I want it to stop.
Though there no one to go.
Family left me.
Fighting
I've lost this better.
I wanted this pain to end.
I didn't want it.
Self harm wasn't an option.
Though it slipt through.
Until my wrist,
Sore,
Red
And stings.
Making me feel
stupid
Guilty
Unloved.
Why?
Why do I have to self harm?
Why can't I talk?
Why?








Today I selfed harmed. I burnt my wrist on the hob in my kitchen. I feel guilty, angry and stupid to doing it. I tried to keep myself busy like I listened to my music, I went bowling, I also watched TV. I just couldn't keep on fighting.

Goodnight everybody

Love