Super bowl, Valentine's, conferences and get together. All of which people I care about are going to and celebrating. Here I am getting ready for hayfever session. Everybody can afford to do socialising and here I am all alone without a friend to call my friend.
My life a bore, my blogs are rubbish, (before anybody says there not, you're lying as I know that you doing it to make me feel better ) I have nothing to life for, and I am a let down, I'm trash.
Before you think I'm doing this for sympathy. I am not. With these blogs I just want people know what people like me feel. If you don't care then it not my problem, and you can either put up with it, or go somewhere else.
I am sick and tried of people pretending that they care for me in reality, they don't. I already had a lot of let down in my life. I don't need anymore.
I already broken into a million tiny bits that I'm too broken to fix. I will never be the women people think I will become. Like come on, I'm not even anywhere as near as strong as people think I am. I'm week, stupid, Ugly in this ugly world.
Goodnight everybody
Love you
Zanny xx
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